10:27 p.m. - 2005-08-01
This weekend we began House Hunting. it's exciting, it's nerve wracking, it's an adventure, it's a test of my patience, and it's a testament to the fact that I'm 25 and really should be a grown up. Anyway, it makes me seem more grown up than I feel in my little 17 year old heart.
25. That seems old and young at the same time. I wonder if my 17 year old self would ever have thought this is where I'd be now. My heart kind of says yes.
I'm not sure what I need right now. I feel like I've been thinking about it so much that my needs / wants / goals are clouded. Mostly though, I wish my girlfriends all lived in the same area code. The 630 is feeling a little lonely for me.
Today I ate a piece of chocolate cake, two truffles, and a chocolate chip ice cream sandwich. Also after work I went to Sephora and smelled perfumes for half an hour. and now I'm making a collage made all out of pink papers. I'm feeling a little self indulgent today, yes?